My Birthday is Getting Near~~Hehe

All i hope for my birthday is just a simple celebration with my friends and family....And some wishes from my friends and that will give me a satisfying Birthday~~

Mother's Day

Although at Mother's day should be a happy event for everyone.....but for me is quite horrible day
This morning i wish my mother "Happy Mother's day" and after that at afternoon we had an argue....
that argument is so damn stupid.....i don't understand what my mom is trying to tell me then i try to explain to her how to talk correctly about it.....and it became an argue....STUPID!!!
The worst mother's day ever....!!!!!

Really, am i so useless??!

Am i so useless...Everybody lost hope or faith in me.....i am no match to my relative or my sister that have outstanding academy....My existence has slowly fading in this family....issit cuz i'm useless....

The Past....

I don't remember thing from kindergarden....All those memories so blur....I dind't remember the love from my parents....and this make me feel uneasy.....
Got 1 incident that happen when i'm only 5 or 6 years old.....i knock my head when i was playing with other kids......And i feel that incident that happen at that time was the cause of my memories faded or disappear....

EVERYTHING NEEDs MONEY!!!!

When the SPM result is out is time for us to decide which college to get in.......To study in a college also need large amount of money..... In university needs even larger amount of money..... To those that family financial is not very good can get loan from the university or government.......AND don't go think half study half working, if like that won't help much.
So i really hope my friends from form4 and friends that having SPM this years need to study hard, to let your family know that you study hard and wanted to go college or university after you finish SPM....Then your family will surely support you in the school fee....

Monday is going to be the STPM result.....i really wish those my freind that is going take that result....the best of all.....Most of the time people who took SPTM is going to study at university....So is quite difficult if the result is bad.....And as for SPM result is going to be March 10 or until 15....Donno the accurate date....but also is quite near.....HOPE ALL WILL BE IN GOOD RESULT!!!!

Lonely New Years Celebration

When New Years come it should be a happy time.....But this years for me is a Lonely new years celebration
My grandmother is going to Singapore to celebrate new years.........and as for my father is going to Thailand AGAIN with his friends..... And me and my mother will be alone in this house without going other relative house to celebrate or other relative won't come to our house to celebrate new years........ This is the first time i spent my New Years alone with my mother.... :(