Really, am i so useless??!

Am i so useless...Everybody lost hope or faith in me.....i am no match to my relative or my sister that have outstanding academy....My existence has slowly fading in this family....issit cuz i'm useless....

The Past....

I don't remember thing from kindergarden....All those memories so blur....I dind't remember the love from my parents....and this make me feel uneasy.....
Got 1 incident that happen when i'm only 5 or 6 years old.....i knock my head when i was playing with other kids......And i feel that incident that happen at that time was the cause of my memories faded or disappear....

EVERYTHING NEEDs MONEY!!!!

When the SPM result is out is time for us to decide which college to get in.......To study in a college also need large amount of money..... In university needs even larger amount of money..... To those that family financial is not very good can get loan from the university or government.......AND don't go think half study half working, if like that won't help much.
So i really hope my friends from form4 and friends that having SPM this years need to study hard, to let your family know that you study hard and wanted to go college or university after you finish SPM....Then your family will surely support you in the school fee....