Mother's Day

Although at Mother's day should be a happy event for everyone.....but for me is quite horrible day
This morning i wish my mother "Happy Mother's day" and after that at afternoon we had an argue....
that argument is so damn stupid.....i don't understand what my mom is trying to tell me then i try to explain to her how to talk correctly about it.....and it became an argue....STUPID!!!
The worst mother's day ever....!!!!!

Really, am i so useless??!

Am i so useless...Everybody lost hope or faith in me.....i am no match to my relative or my sister that have outstanding academy....My existence has slowly fading in this family....issit cuz i'm useless....

The Past....

I don't remember thing from kindergarden....All those memories so blur....I dind't remember the love from my parents....and this make me feel uneasy.....
Got 1 incident that happen when i'm only 5 or 6 years old.....i knock my head when i was playing with other kids......And i feel that incident that happen at that time was the cause of my memories faded or disappear....